This one has my heart. It is exactly how I feel at this moment. My life is fuzzy and blurry and when I look back months from now I'll most likely remember bits and pieces, but nothing sharp, no specific details. But somewhere in this jumbled, blurry, sleep deprived life of mine I'm holding my baby, my sweet baby and while I may not remember the exact details of this moment forever, but I'll forever remember how it felt to love and hold him.